Sunday our pastor focused on Acts 18. He asked us to look at our lives and ask ourselves "Who is challenging you spiritually?" "Who is pushing you to go further, become stronger in your walk?"
I immediately knew the answer to that question for myself. Funny thing is, it's something I've thought about a lot lately because the person who is challenging me has taken me by surprise.
See he can't walk, talk or even eat on his own but he moves me.
Everyday he grows physically and mentally while pushing me to grow emotionally and spiritually.
I didn't expect this part of motherhood, but I welcome it. Who doesn't want to be challenged and molded into a better version of you?
This little man makes me want to be a better person, and not just to him but to everyone I come in contact with. Through prayer I'm realizing that my actions are going to mean so much more than anything else I say, and he already watches my every move.
I will fail because I'm human and insanely imperfect. But I hope he someday sees in me the light and love of Christ. That he knows and longs for that amazing and wonderous love that allows us to feel safe and protected no matter what this world throws our way. I pray for his spiritual journey every night while I rock him to sleep.
This precious gift of motherhood is giving me new meaning in life, and I'm forever thankful.